school sorrows

lately, i can't seem to work up the enthusiasm necessary to go to class.
or i'll be in class not paying a lick of attention.
*sigh*
i'm so dang ready to graduate.
did i mention i'm tryna bust up out this popsicle stand by this december?
(though i'll never be able to do it if i don't take my fool butt to class.)
anyway.
i registered for all my classes for the summer and fall last night.
yeah, that's right.
summer classes.
somebody hold me, rub my back, or pat my hand/head softly while i sob.
goodbye, dreams of getting tan (without getting dark. the last time i sat out in the sun was spring break, 2009. a week burned--ha! no pun...heck, pun intended--forever in my memory. i fell asleep by the pool of the place me and the other seniors were vacationing in, and woke up looking like a chocolate drop--bolded for emphasis of how dark i was. being dark doth not suit me, y'all. i am brown, and okay with it. plus, my lips were sunburned, and it looked like i was smoking weed. my lips are naturally pink *conceited* and i looked like i was either a) sucking on a grape popsicle, b) trying out a new plum lipstick that did not suit me at all or c) like somebody had busted me in my mouf. but...what was i saying?).
goodbye, sleeping in.
goodbye, running about dallas scantily clad, because in every community college i've ever been in, they keep it on sub-arctic in the summertime. i'ma have to look something like a polar bear...and then die when i get ready to go.
goodbye, driving around, doing nothing. because you need gas for that. and gas money. and i have none.
but hellooooooo, dart bus.
dallas area rapid transit will be my mode of transportation. luckyyyy me. i get to hobnob with hobos...conversate with crackheads...be assailed by some of the foulest scents the human body (and dirt...lots of dirt) can create.
y'all know you're jealous. i'm the envy of the world. i know.
ah, well.
could be worse.
i could be pregnant!
:D
(@ titilope, who does not read this *cough*, the last time i said this, david said: "so you say." jerk. lol)